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12/12/2024

Hello guys it's StudyMan99 here. Happy Holidays! (if u celebrate) This year has been a doozy man. Though I can say that I am hopeful for the future? Maybe? Idk theres this feeling deep inside me that wont let me give up no matter how horrible it all feels. It's better to just hold onto that feeling than giving up completely. I don't even know if anyone ever reads this stuff but idk its good to document ur emotions? I feel better than I did before. Theres been some really hard and painful moments tho. Being deep and introspective is all i feel like I do lately. Its not that fun to constantly be looking so deeply into everything. Trying to figure out how to fix everything. But I guess maybe I should be okay with things being the way they are? Even if its hard, it could be worse. It was worse but now its better? Idk what im on about LOL. I refuse to censor my mind and truth. I always have. I am done questioning myself and everything. I want things to be better. I want everything to be okay. In other fucking news jesus chrsit studyman ur like a old man LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. But yeah I love touhou holy fuck. I love touhou 6 specifically (only one ive played) its so fucking hard tho but its so fun LOLOLL. Runescape is also really fucking fun but difficult. In a different way. The yearly Leagues is happening and omg its so good like omg. Since 2020 ive been playing it each year and like man it always heals my soul. That splooshy sploosh. I cant stop listening to Gorillaz - Do Ya Thing (Full 13 Minutes Explicit Version) Feat. James Murphy & Andre 3000.

-StudyMan99