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5/6/2025

Hello guys its ya boy StudyMan99 here. The last 3 years have been really fucking bad. This year thankfully is better than the other two in a few ways but it also is ultimately just as horribly bleak feeling. I don't mean to constantly harp on that but it just really is upsetting thinkng that life will be one way but it turns out to be like....this. Fucking horribly painful. Going thru 3 losses in the span of those 3 years is also not fucking fun. I feel like I push peopl away but its more like keeping my peace. People dont really speak to me either i guess. I dont talk anywhere anymore. I guess like talking to a man for 4 years straight just makes u not want to ever speak again. He just drained me so hard for 4 years. He broke me. I hate him so much I dont care if this is being said publically this is my own goddamn fucking page. I hate him so much and I hope he never finds happiness. Or love. Or anything. I hope he rots in that house he hated so much. I am sick of being OWO CUTE SHIT HAPPY. I dont fucking want to pretend to be fucking okay for people. Im not fucking okay I feel so fucking upset. I feel like so alone but I also dont want A N Y O N E new coming into my life. Till I feel more mentally stable. Idk when the fuck that'll happen. Maybe in 3 years. I just dont know what to do anymore. I cant trust anyone. The man I loved lied to me so heavily. About osmehting that MEANT SO MUCH TO ME. aND HE JUST LET ME LIVE IN A FUCKING LIE FOR THOSE 4 YEARS. THATS WHY IM FUCKIJG UPSET. AND IF HE FUCKING DOESNT UNDERSTNAD THAT THEN HES THE FUCKING PROBLEM. well yah no shit he is. IDK I JUST CANT FUCKING TAKE IT . ICANT TAKE THESE FUCKING MEN WHO THINK THEY CAN JUST ASK FOR NUDES AND GET THEM. LIK WHAT???????? (not my EX . other peopl) LIKE WHY IS EVERYONE SO FUCKING HORNY ITS DISGUSTING DO YOU FUCKING PEOPLE FEEL NO SHAME. IM NOT KINK SHAMING JUST. WHEN U INVOLVE PEOPL WHO DONT WANT O BE FUCKING INVOLVED THATS THE ISSUE. FUCKING FUCK YOU LUIS U FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.................................. anyways ive been binge watching pretty little liars since march 29th or something. Im currently on season 5. I hate aria sometimes liek holy fuck. Hanna deserves better fucking friends. At least Caleb is back. and her mom isnt in jail LOL.

-StudyMan99